Why I don't blog often!

I haven't realized, this blog post wasn't published yet ( even though it has been sitting in my drafts album for a few weeks already). What a shame!

A little discretion, I will talk about something I am not proud of, but would love to learn and be consistent with.

My problem with blogging is that I would like to know what to say and how to say it! 

There is so much to talk about, but for some reason I feel like once I sit down in front of my iMac to write a blogpost, it surely does feel I am standing in front of huge audience and if you are like me (I am scared of public speaking) all different negative thoughts are racing through my head which does surely stops me from writing what is truly on my heart.

Sometimes I think what others will say, especially people who know me in real life. I know it shouldn't bogged me down too much, but it does a lot of times. As sad as it is, it's true. 

I would love to blog more, but I have fear that the lack of my grammar will be shown :( I can talk a lot, I am a girl and we all LOVE talking (well, most of us ), don't we? So to overcome my fear or neglecting or call it however you want I am ready to challenge myself to blog weekly. If you would like for me to cover specific topic ideas please comment down below :) 

Meanwhile, enjoy this beautiful reception arrangement I created back in June. I used gorgeous Quicksand Roses, Burgundy Dahlias, Hot Pink Spray Roses,  and Green Hellebores. Love playing with flowers way too much. Now I wish I had them again to do something totally different :)

Have a beautiful Saturday my friends :)